The Road to 50: Navigating Life's Canvas of Art, Sports, Movies, Workouts, and now Divorcee

Hey there, everyone! Can you believe it? I'm standing at the doorstep of the big 5-0, and let me tell you, the journey here has been a whirlwind of emotions, experiences, and realizations. As I sit down to pour out my thoughts, I can't help but reflect on the crazy ride that's been the year leading up to this milestone. From the thrill of diving into art to the highs and lows of my life that has been comprised by sports, family, college (7 to be exact - that's for another blog), fitness and most importantly, LOVE – it's been quite the adventure.

As I get closer to 50, I've found myself diving headfirst into abstract art. It's like my emotions are spilling out onto the canvas, and the process of creating has become a sort of therapy. Exploring different mediums while checking out all the different artists I like in the space has reminded me that life is a canvas too, always evolving and waiting for that next brushstroke.

Now, let's talk about the constant battle of keeping fit as the big 5-0 looms closer. I've definitely kicked things up a notch in the workout department this year (well maybe not a notch but I have my moments). Trust me, it's not always been a walk in the park. Fortunately or Unfortunately my genetics have allowed me to be no so disciplined when it comes with being consistent with training, Training also is reminding me that recovery ain't as speedy as it once was. But the satisfaction of the reflection in the mirror' sometime, I'm not gonna lie, helps with trying to get in the gym more often.

Sports for me was a lifetime ago but – oh, the life lessons and thrills it brought me. Being able to use my profession as an extention for my love of sports, especially baseball, as been a great joy! Also, having the ability and skill set to be one of the best people in the world at what I do for a living allows me to witness accomplishments by some of my players that I would never be able to experience otherwise. They are all almost like little brothers to me. As they continue to succeed I becoming increasingly more and more proud of they people and players they've become!

And then, there's the magic of movies. I'm a movie (and TV) buff through and through, and this year's been a mix of revisiting old classics and diving into the pool of new releases. There's something incredible about losing yourself in a story, about stepping into different worlds and perspectives. It's like a reminder that our own stories are worth telling, too.

As I head towards 50, the power of storytelling has taken on a whole new meaning – a testament to the stories we live and share.

Ah, life after divorce – a chapter all on its own. Approaching 50 as a divorcee has brought its own set of challenges and revelations. It's a period of extreme sadness, loneliness, failure, rediscovery, of finding myself again after a significant life change. There have been moments of uncertainty, of rebuilding and redefining who I am. But through it all, I've come to realize the strength and resilience that resides within. Life might have taken an unexpected turn, but it's also presented opportunities for growth, self-love, and new beginnings.

And so, here I am, on the brink of 50, with a heart full of gratitude for the journey that's brought me here. The ups, the downs, the twists, and the turns – they've all played a role in shaping me. This past year has been a classroom of resilience, a journey of self-discovery, and a celebration of embracing change. So, here's to the year leading up to 50 – a year of splashing emotions onto canvases, sweating it out for the sake of fitness, swinging for the greens, immersing myself in stories on the silver screen, and navigating the uncharted waters of life after divorce. As I blow out those 50 candles, my wish won't just be for the future, but for this very moment – for the courage to embrace life with open arms, no matter the number of candles. Here's to the journey, my friends, and to a road ahead that promises to be as incredible as the path that's led us here.

Cheers!